writer's block

it's been awhile since i last posted an entry. for some reason, i just couldn't write anymore. that's typical of me when i grow comfortable with my situation. stability makes me dull.

i'm going back to manila next week. i will have to say goodbye to my no-nonsense life here in the province and face my demons again. now, i feel the urge to write. to express my fears. to let the world know that i am human and that i do feel and bleed and cry.

the stability of my life is threatened once again. the familiarity of what i had grown accustomed to over the past month or so would soon be gone.

as i had promised myself, i would spend my summer trying to take a grasp of who i really am. yet, i soon realized that i wasn't really lost--that i am the same person that i was before i left dumaguete three years ago. that finding myself wasn't so hard 'coz after all, an uncomplicated girl who loves the provincial life is all that i am.

as i prepare for the next step in my life, i hope that i will not again forget who i am and who i want to be. or if i do forget once in awhile, i would still have to be thankful--for then, i would be able to write...